I'm torn right now, I really am. I'm not sure whether to scorn you for your hostility in the face of understanding and agreement or acknowledge the validity of your points.
I will say this, however; I was only ever along for the ride. To assist. To help ElementalPikachu is pursuing her goal of helping protect people from bullying on DA. I never expected to lead. I just expected to help, to advise, to be compassionate and help however I can in all the group's endeavors. I never expected it to become my responsibility to decide upon and manage those endeavors, to be leading the group forward myself at its helm. I expected to be advising, helping make decisions and helping to lead, yes, but I did not expect the responsibilities to solely fall upon me. So don't blame me for waiting for leadership that never came. Don't blame me for waiting for instructions or some level of guidance from our founder and leader. Don't blame me for failing to overstep my boundaries. Don't blame me for waiting for our leader to return.